7 Days to go......

my time is so packed with so many things to be done...very tiring but its a gud experience.
let's go thru my checklist:

1. andaman package ~ done(except for baju nikah)

2. videographer & photographer ~ done, to be followed up this weekend

3. canopy ~ done (YC Modular Tent ler)

4. foods ~ done

5. guests invitation -relatives ~done

-frens ~done but i believe i've missed out quite a number of my frens.

6.hantaran ~ done (except for his belt)

7. bedroom set ~ done (except for the bedsheet)

8.dikir (performers) ~ done

9.flower girls & boys ~ done...my nieces & nephews

10.bridesmaid ~ done

11.souveniers ~ done (except for maintable)

12. 3 tier cake ~ done

13.honeymoon activities & bookings ~ done (thnx a lot to my darling..muahsmuahs)

14. all da 'remeh-temehs' ~ still in progress n it will not complete till the time comes

listed are juz part of things that all of us have prepared since Oct 08. there are a lot more.....

so to those who is getting married soon, lets say da most is 6 months from now, start ur work now. find the best for ur big day(once in the lifetime k)....so that u wont regret...till then

Soon-to-be Mrs Zairin Shah...

In less than a month....approximately 27 days from today.the time actually passed by like thunder..(thunder,thunder cat).
And right now im having this one kind of mixed up feeling which i myself couldn't figure out and i guess no one could eva help me, even my darling...arghhhh. (sabar azilawati..ingat Allah S.W.T byk2).
Yup Zairin Shah is the one for me. we were choosen to be together..till death do us part..wahwah.

1.On 26 Aug 07,we were introduced by Pae,she arranged a meeting without me knowing it.but lucky he knows how to tackled the situation and he actually managed to impressed me.

2. 2 months later, on 31 oct 2007 he proposed me to be his official gf. he brought me sumwhere for dinner so that he could propose me in a romantic way(he was actually trying his best to be a romantic man) but the process actually end up in front of my house...hahaha.

3. 4 months later, we were engaged.the decision was made within 2 weeks. a simple preparation was made and that was y i couldn't invite many of my frenz..sorry ya.

4. and now, counting the days to officially be Mrs Zairin Shah....yeehaaaa.....

Memoirs in Matriculation

My soon-to-be-brother in law a.k.a Firman Shah, has got a place in Matriculation College in Perak. Actually i was really hoping that he got a place in Malacca coz i was an ex-student in MMC(Malacca Matriculation College) Jul '99 ~ 1st batch ~ 'sains hayat'. Wow 10 years has passed since then

When i 1st went there, i wasn't that happy coz of the curfews & strict rules & reg. that they have for the students..(jd cm bdk nerd & skema g2).. on top of e'thing, have to manage myself by my own.i never go to boarding school before maaa so no experience on that.

But i have lost contact with many of them & not-so-keep in touch with few of them. My 1st semester roommate was Azrin,Suzilawati & Najmi. 2nd semester was Che Sab,Azza & Mar'ah & few frens that i still remember(yani, abby,farah,linie,kay,su,wana,alin).
My advice to Firman, mix around with everybody coz during my time there was a gap between science students & acctg students. Science students has been marked as 'sombong'.
Anyway all the best & study smart ~ dont let go the golden opportunity in pursuing ur studies.
Till then...

cik gigi...cik gigi...

The most annoying radio adv eva..cik gigi...cik gigi...and then repeat again cik gigi..cik gigi..to the creator of the iklan, if u eva read this, i juz want u to know that i (in fact i believed all of us on this planet plus the other planets too) felt irritated by the iklan...ewwww.

Actually i wanna talk bout my swollened gum that i had for the past 3 days n i tot it would be ok by today but unfortunately it did not(even worst) so i've decided to leave the office early to see the dentist. Nutting serious, maybe there was juz a cut earlier due to tulang ikan ker tulang ayam ker or ape2 je la. That was y it was so painful but it should be ok if i take the antibiotic as recommended.

Since the consultation was so short,so i've decided to do scaling (1st step nak bersihkan gigi sblm kawen nh). While the dentist was doing it, he sempat lg comment on my tooth.

dentist: "gigi kamu ni bersimpang-siur la."
me : ..giggled jer la...(dlm hati: hampeh tol doc ni)
dentist: "satu ni ke depan,pas2 ke blkg plak,pas2 yg ni ke depan lg.
me : " style skit doc. manis kte org"...huahuahua.
dentist: "kamu cubalah pakai braces"..
me : " oh nk promote rupenye"....tp ckp dlm hati jela.

But the dentist's intention was for my own good but what to do...'no budget'
...till then....

Boleh blaa....

I'm so tired today...it's actually mentally exhausted. but there's sumthing dat i really need to xpress here..only in this blog. nobody could ever be a gud listener to me as this blog does now (skrg ni jer, coz usually i have my darling but at the time this blog is written, he's a lil' bit bz with his work).
Talking bout life..to me life is full will colors and it depends on us whether to fill it with bright colors(happiness,honesty,loving etc) or dull colors(misery,envy etc). i learned sumthing today n it had tought me wut life is all about. U wanna know wut is it...it is how to face someone who is so 'gila kuasa', outspoken, immature and get too big for one's boots. My way to handle this is just be myself and 'who cares' (boleh bla la n malas nak layan). I'm sick n tired of this kind of person.
Anyone who has any better way to handle this?

Challenges in Life....

I'm so tired today...it's actually mentally exhausted. but there's sumthing dat i really need to xpress here..only in this blog. nobody could ever be a gud listener to me as this blog does now (skrg ni jer, coz usually i have my darling but at the time this blog is written, he's a lil' bit bz with his work).
Talking bout life..to me life is full will colors and it depends on us whether to fill it with bright colors(happiness,honesty,loving etc) or dull colors(misery,envy etc). i learned sumthing today n it had tought me wut life is all about.

Argghhhh....

I still cant share the story of my wedding prep coz at the moment i need to concerntrate on my p/time studies which i have abandoned it for quite some time...huhuhu...now i have plenty of things to catch up....arghhhh...(apela i ni,sll cmne)...alwiz like to wait till last minute....
Hmmmm...when i first started my 1st semester, i had difficulties to adapt to the new environment. Few things to do at the same time... 1) wedding prep 2) work ~ working in a MNC is like working in a '____' 3) study. I felt like there was a huge burden on my shoulder and i almost fell. there's only 4 times meeting with the lecturer for the whole semester, 2 hrs/meeting. The rest is on my own...that's where my mental and physical need to work 'overtime' so that i'll have the innitiative to do revision all by myself ~ group discussion, web forum etc (which actually i seldom do huahuahua..wut a bad example). Maybe for others it might sounds as simple as ABC but not for myself coz im not a type of person who can pass with flying colors without having to struggle (i fall in a less-fortunate category in this case).
But i said to myself..WAKEEE UPPPP azila.. if others can do it y cant u,anyway its for my own sake n fortunately i got supported by luvly ppl(x ramai pun) around me (tq all). Pls do not stop encouraging me coz i believe i'll face a more challenging time in the future......till then...