Something is missing...

Lately, when i woke up every morning, the 'something is missing' feeling is getting stronger and stronger. Im trying to figure out what is the 'something'. So i've listed what i have in life.

What I have.
1. I have Allah SWT.
2. I have sunnah Rasulullah SAW & Al-Quran as my guidance.
3. I have parents & parents in law who are very caring.
4. I have a husband who is lovely (not so romantic, a lil bit maybe) and responsible.
5. I have a son who brings joy to my life.
6. I have siblings who i can rely on.
7. I have a car which can take me from 1 destination to other destination.
8. I have a job which i don't really enjoy doing it...(salary? i need more than wut im earning now)..*wink*...
9. I have friends who can cheer up my life.


Errmmmm....can anyone help me to figure out what is missing?

Setahun berlalu......

Dah setahun rupenye meninggalkan blog. Memang x sedar langsung. Aku rajin baca blog orang lain, seronok baca macam2 cite tapi aku malas nak update blog sendiri.

Azamku kali ini untuk lebih active memblog. Bile dah lama sangat tinggalkan blog, mula la rasa banyak sangat yang nak di'post'kan. Takpe2 akan ku senaraikan satu2 dan akanku curi masa untuk meng'update'kan..InsyaAllah....

Hye Again..

It's good to be back on track again as i've been ignoring my blog for the past 2 months ..i guess. I came back with a new experience...im pregnantttt...hehehe..Alhamdulillah syukur.
Still in 1st trimester n going to b in 2nd trimester in 2 weeks time..cant wait to see the baby growing inside my tummy during the next check-up. So far my baby bump is not that obvious but my colleagues do say that they have started seeing the different now.
As for me, i dont really experience any bad morning sickness but i got eczema(skin prob) due to hormonal changes. im quite worried as i dont want my child to inherit the skin prob. According to my dermathologist, this eczema will heal when the baby is born n the chances for the baby to get it is quite low..ku bertawakal dan berserah pada yg Esa.
Another thing is about my low-lying placenta. i didnt know that it is something that need an extra attention until i told my colleagues n my mum in law. They told me not to do heavy work, less walking, less standing for a long time n bla bla bla...becoz it can be dangerous if it starts to bleed..wah it makes me so worried. But my hubby has been very supportive in helping me to face this situation.
Then i started to look for articles from the web. i was quite relieve after reading the explanation from the expertise. it says " it's normal to have a low-lying placenta until the 24 or 26 weeks of pregnancy. In normal cases, as the baby grow, the placenta will automatically be at its normal spot. Only 5% or 1 in every 200 mother-to-be will have the placenta at the same low spot. At this stage, which is in 3rd trimester, the mother must be monitored by the doctor which require her to be admitted to the hospital 2-3 months earlier and no chance to have a normal delivery...ouchhh.
My parents in law has arraged a solat hajat bout 2 weeks ago praying for everything will be ok..usaha dan tawakal. 1st week of november will be my next check-up n i cant wait to know the progress..Till then..

My Pregnancy

Hye there...

on the 29th May 2009 approx. at 8.30pm i became Mrs Zairin Shah with only sekali lafaz..alhamdulillah..syukur ke hadrat Ilahi.
My feelings? undescribable...Pae was beside me n i squeezed her hand as i couldnt control my nervous feeling at that time.


dh 2 minggu i bergelar isteri kpd Zairin Shah...ekekekek...
alhamdulillah...the wedding went on as planned eventho there was few unexpected things had happened...biasala tuh..small matter.


bytheway,there was a lot of guests attended our reception n the day b4 too.mula2 i takut gak kalo tetibe ramai yg x dpt dtg..yela kan sbb wedding nih time cuti sekolah.kalo time nih berduyun-duyun org kahwin..kadang2 tuh hr sab2 n ahad xyah masak pun xper.
we really enjoyed the day of being the 'Raja Sehari' n later in the evening we unwrappd all the presents with the help of my nephews n nieces..seronok dorg.

but the next day we got bullied by my family members to do all the cleaning n we were extremely exhausted. no wonder it was called 'Raja Sehari' coz we were only treated like the King n the Queen for only a day.

after all the cleaning,which end up around ermmm 11pm, we straight away shoot to Puchong(my in law's crib). when we arrived everyone has gone to bed. i started packing the luggage coz the next morning we are leaving for Australia(GC n Bris) for our honeymoon...hhehee...yeaaa honeymoon.i'll tell bout our honeymoon in my next blog 2gether with the photos k.

well as for now,im still enjoying my marriage leave n will be back to office on the 15th June after almost 3 weeks of leave..huhuhu...i hope there'll be no workloads waiting for me.

7 Days to go......

my time is so packed with so many things to be done...very tiring but its a gud experience.
let's go thru my checklist:

1. andaman package ~ done(except for baju nikah)

2. videographer & photographer ~ done, to be followed up this weekend

3. canopy ~ done (YC Modular Tent ler)

4. foods ~ done

5. guests invitation -relatives ~done

-frens ~done but i believe i've missed out quite a number of my frens.

6.hantaran ~ done (except for his belt)

7. bedroom set ~ done (except for the bedsheet)

8.dikir (performers) ~ done

9.flower girls & boys ~ done...my nieces & nephews

10.bridesmaid ~ done

11.souveniers ~ done (except for maintable)

12. 3 tier cake ~ done

13.honeymoon activities & bookings ~ done (thnx a lot to my darling..muahsmuahs)

14. all da 'remeh-temehs' ~ still in progress n it will not complete till the time comes

listed are juz part of things that all of us have prepared since Oct 08. there are a lot more.....

so to those who is getting married soon, lets say da most is 6 months from now, start ur work now. find the best for ur big day(once in the lifetime k)....so that u wont regret...till then

Soon-to-be Mrs Zairin Shah...

In less than a month....approximately 27 days from today.the time actually passed by like thunder..(thunder,thunder cat).
And right now im having this one kind of mixed up feeling which i myself couldn't figure out and i guess no one could eva help me, even my darling...arghhhh. (sabar azilawati..ingat Allah S.W.T byk2).
Yup Zairin Shah is the one for me. we were choosen to be together..till death do us part..wahwah.

1.On 26 Aug 07,we were introduced by Pae,she arranged a meeting without me knowing it.but lucky he knows how to tackled the situation and he actually managed to impressed me.

2. 2 months later, on 31 oct 2007 he proposed me to be his official gf. he brought me sumwhere for dinner so that he could propose me in a romantic way(he was actually trying his best to be a romantic man) but the process actually end up in front of my house...hahaha.

3. 4 months later, we were engaged.the decision was made within 2 weeks. a simple preparation was made and that was y i couldn't invite many of my frenz..sorry ya.

4. and now, counting the days to officially be Mrs Zairin Shah....yeehaaaa.....