Captain Zairin....and a Cessna 172.

Captain? Since when En Zairin is a captain and what that Cessna 172 has got to do with him?

and 

'Is your husband a pilot?'

Hehehe...En Zairin bukan pilot pun tapi dulu berangan-angan jadi pilot. Tapi bila sudah ditakdirkan bermata 4 sejak sekolah rendah lagi, maka tutup buku terus.

Alkisahnya, awal bulan Oktober tahun 2012 En Zairin bukak cerita pasal childhood dream dia. Ooooo baru I tau. Borak punya borak tertiba I teringat pada blog 'post' kawan I.

You often heard of 'Now Everyone Can Fly' motto from one of the airline company right? 

And I wanna add this 

'Now Everyone Can Become A Pilot Even If You Have Sight Problem'.

Few weeks after that, I found a great deal from Groupon which offer a 50% off from the actual price....arrrrrr.....pucuk dicita ulam mendatang. So I have decided to buy this package as an advance birthday gift. It was suppose to be a SURPRISEEE birthday gift but....there's a story behind it that I can't share it here.

This Air Adventure Flying Club is based at Subang Airport. Our first proposed date was postponed due to the 'Bersih Perhimpunan' and Kuala Lumpur 'ruang udara 'was closed to all small aircraft. We can actually proceed but the area is limited around Petaling Jaya and Damansara which is not happening at all. And this second proposed date almost being cancelled due to the bad whether, it was raining since early in the morning. Tapi Alhamdulillah rezeki kami untuk terbang pada tengahari tu.

Oh ya, in the package it is written that the pilot is allowed to bring 2 passengers with minimum age of 12 years old. Pikir punya pikir nak bawak siapa lagi sorang ni dan pikir..pikir...pikir dia adalah kawan yang selayaknya kami bawak, Faizah Salleh a.k.a Pae. Sebab? Sebabnya birthday dia pun baru lepas, kiranya belated birthday present gitu. And definitely it was a right decision for us to chose her because she did enjoy up to the maximum level.

Cewahhhh.....gaya macam captain otai. Padahal yang sebelah tu ha yang otai, Captain Chow...30 years experince with Tentera Udara Diraja Malaysia (TUDM). Fuhhhh lega ko, I ni dahlah jenis darah gemuruh, gayat....seperti biasalah sebelum naik tu macam-macam fikir....biasalah fikir yang buruk aje.

Whatever it is, there is no turning back. Looking at En Zairin's excited face expression, I just can't let him down because of my phobias and fears.

Here we goooo.......

Landing...Alhamdulillah syukur kepada-Mu Ya Allah kerana telah dipermudahkan penerbangan ini.

To be honest, I don't really enjoy it, well i did only for the first 10-15 minutes but after Captain Chow did the adventure action, every minute I feel like throwing up.

It's okay at least En Zairin and Pae enjoy it and they would love to fly again one day....hehhhh...jangan ajak aku.

Life is Beautiful.

Actually I wrote this as note in Facebook. And I would like to share it here.


Newly-wed couple (including us 3 years back) when being asked, 'Best tak kahwin?' or 'Ok ke semua?', the common answers for sure will be....'Best gilerrrrr'....'Yesssssla of course' (nada gatal gitu).....especially to those who just came back from honeymoon trip and of course still in honeymoon mood (including us too) ....hahaha.
Sun shining.....stars twinkling....flowers blooming everywhere....I love You, You love Me being mentioned every seconds, you know that kind of feelings.

But as time goes by, from only two persons living in a house, than it becoming three, four and so on. That is when the REAL CHALLENGES will come and say 'Hi'......and in a spilt second you can see the REAL person of who your partner is. It can be seen in every angle...hehehe...

BUTTTT, please bear in mind, without CHALLENGES, life would be boring, stagnant or invaluable because married life is all about FAMILY and RESPONSIBILITIES without being paid any single cent.

And remember, as a muslim we have ALLAH SWT. Protect our relationship with ALLAH and ALLAH will protect us. In Shaa Allah.

After all, we need to support each other through thick and thin. Embrace every moment together with our significant other and we will find the happiness that cannot be changed with anything else. You would not know the feelings until you experience it.

To those who are still single, correct your 'niat' and pray to ALLAH SWT to send you your other half.


p/s : I wrote this without any intention to put negative thoughts about married life. Neither complaining about my life nor saying bad about other's life. All this came from the bottom of my heart and each one of us has different points of view.

Syukur Alhamdulillah, my husband and I are happy together with the presence of 'Ahli Syurga',
Muhammad Azfar.
Every single day, I would pray to ALLAH SWT to protect us as a family. Thank You ALLAH.

Truely,

Azilawati bt Mohammed Kamil a wife to Zairin Shah b Ahmad Suhaimi and a mother to Muhammad Azfar b Zairin Shah.

p/s :1. Instead of using the word problem, I prefer to use the word challenge.

       2. Sorry if there are any grammer mistakes. Anyone is welcome to correct me.

'Pembantuku'...Dryer Machine

Antara banyak-banyak kerja rumah, menguruskan kain bajulah 'task' yang paling I tak berapa gemar. Tak best. Nak sidai satu halnya, nak angkat lagi, nak lipat lagi. Kalau cuaca panas cantik arrr..sidai, tunggu kering, angkat tapi kalu musim hujan kalu...haruuuu dibuatnya.

Dahlah penat menyidai, belum lagi kering dah kena angkat. Pastu nak fikir lagi...nak nyidai dalam rumah. Penuhlah bilik. Gantung sana-sini. Kadang-kadang tu sebab pengudaraan tak betul, baju pun bau masam sikit. I tak suka jadinya basuh lagi sekali...hahahaha...ponek den ha.

Huhuhu....bukan mengeluh cuma kekadang terfikir, apasal la I banyak buang masa kat benda camni. I boleh jimatkan masa dan luangkan dengan family..buat banyakkkkk aktiviti berfaedah.

Jadinya kepala ni terfikir nak dapatkan dryer.....hehhehheh....

Ni beli kat Electrolux Warehouse Sale somewhere in November. Actually 2 weeks before that, we did some survey at few electrical shops. The best deal we can get was around RM 1600++, near to RM1700. Since that shop don't have any stock in hand so we decided to survey at other location first.

Tapi...tapi...

Rezekikannnn...one day while browsing shoppingnsales website, my eyes caught their advertisement, buat di Shah Alam pulak tu.....hohhh lagi senang keje I. So I told En Zairin and he said, 'Up to you' ...his favourite statement.

So this is what I got.

For only RM 810 !!!

But the warranty is only for 6 months. Additional warranty will cost me about RM 300++ per year. Hehhh...takpela. Sebab I ada tanya beberapa orang kat situ. Sorang tu kata dia memang beli kat warehouse sale je, takde additional warranty...elok lagi barang-barang dia. Setakat ni dah dekat 5 tahun dia guna.

I ambil yang sensor dry...senang. Ada lagi satu yang cam agak canggih tapi sales assistant tu kata yang ni pun dah cukup...hehehe. Lagipun yang ni ventilation hole die kat depan.

Akhirnya mesin basuh I (hadiah kahwin tuuu) ada kawan. Ini dialog mereka bila dryer ni sampai,

Washing                : 'Oh hai Ms Dryer'
Dryer                    : 'Hai Ms Washing'

Washing              : ' Welcome to the family. Hope you'll enjoy your new home. Our madam is a very  nice person. About workload you don't have to worry but you must be prepared  to work more during the weekends. 

Dryer                    : ' I am ready for any possibility...mentally and physically'
Washing                : ' Gooddd...we will work as a team'
Washing & Dryer : ' Yeayyyy'

 

p/s: Be good okay.

Barang Hilang?...Amalkan Doa Ini

Rutin harian sebelum tidur selalunya I akan sapukan ubat eczema di muka Azfar...itupun kalau eczemanya serang kembali la. 

Nak dijadikan cerita, pada satu malam ni, disaat badan I yang letih teramat, cream yang dicarikan tak jumpa-jumpa. Untuk pengetahuan, saya sudah pun 'switched'kan penggunaan steroid cream sebelum ini kepada natural cream iaitu MooGoo cream (sila klik untuk tahu lebih lanjut sebab entry ini bukan untuk cerita pasal cream ni tapi doa hilang barang).

*Stressed*

'Astaghfirullah....Ya Allah, mana aku letak benda tu.' kata I dalam hati.

Cari punya cari tak jumpa jua. Bila fikir balik tempat terakhir I letak, pun tak jumpa juga. I tak sure Azfar ada main tak cream tu sebab tempat terakhir I letak sebelum misteri kehilangan terjadi adalah di tempat yang Azfar mudah capai.

*Relaxed*

I pun tanya Azfar...kebetulan ada lagi satu cream yang serupa bentuk fizikal ngan yang tu, I pegang Udder Cream, yang hilang tu Irritable Skin Balm....

Me : 'Azfar sayang...have you seen this type of  thing, did you play with this cream earlier on?

        ' Ummi has another similiar one which is missing right now.'

Azfar :  'No...no.'  While helping me to find it under the bed and under his chair.

Me     :  'Are you sure sayang'

Azfar :  'I think......no...no.' While thinking like a professor.

Me     :  'It's okay then, thank you sayang' 

Azfar :  'Kengkiu Ami' (Thank You Ummi)

Okay that's it. It's already 11 something and I need to go to bed. As an alternative, I just applied the MSM Soothing Cream to Azfar. 

Let's sleep, have a good rest and tomorrow morning first thing first is to find that cream.

While resting my head on the pillow, I was thinking about the article that I read from kak Farah Rahim's blog about Doa Barang Hilang but I was about to be in my dreamland already. Soooo lazyyy to google it.

*Kringggggggggg*

After Subuh prayer, I searched again for that cream. Hmmmm....still can't find it.

Then I googled for the Doa from kak Farah's blog.

These are the Doa's.

"Ya Allah Tuhan dari sesuatu yang hilang, Ya Tuhan yang memberikan petunjuk dari kesesatan, kembalikanlah barangku yang hilang."

Atau...

"Maha Suci Tuhan Allah zat yang tidak pernah tidur dan tidak pernah lalai (lupa) wahai Tuhan, ingatkanlah aku apa yang aku lalai(lupa)"

She wrote :

Saya  baca berulang kali sambil muhasabah diri dan ingat mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian ini.

I pun selawat dan baca doa itu berulang kali.

Dalam pada itu juga, I siapkan bekalan makanan untuk ke pejabat. Masak nasi Azfar. Gosok baju I dan En Zairin.

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Allah Maha Mendengar

Sambil-sambil I pakai tudung dan buka laci untuk cari barang lain, mata terus terpandang cream itu....Alhamdulillah...Syukur...Itu sahaja yang I dapat ucapkan.

ALHAMDULILLAH

 

Kisah 1 tahun & 2 tahun

Setakat hari ni, dah 2x Azfar masuk wad sepital sebab demam panas tak kebah-kebah walau apa pun yang aku buat. Termasuklah lumur ngan air asam jawa...isk..isk..isk, teringat zaman kecik-kecik dulu mak suka buat gitu, I don't like at all.

Azfar pun sama tak sukenya.


1. Kisah Rambut Kinting

1 tahun 2 bulan
Rambut tengah panjang. Masa ni dah hari ke 4 atau ke 5 demam. Memang dah confirm kena tahan wad, jadi sebelum jumpe Dr Koshy, potong rambut dulu.

2 tahun 4 bulan
Sehari sebelum demam. Masa ni rambut tengah panjang jugak sebab atuk mi (atuk puchong) suke tengok kinting tuh.....yolah.

3 hari kemudian, demam pun tak surut-surut, jumpa Dr Koshy dan dia suruh masuk wad. Kami redha demi kesihatan Muhammad Azfar.

Jadi sebelum kami pergi kasi potong sama itu rambut.

2. Kisah di Wad

1 tahun 2 bulan
Masa ni pertama kali tengok anak dalam keadaan camni. Tersentuh betul naluri keibuan aku.

Azfar pun nampak sakitnya dan tak ceria. Tak bebas sebab tiub itu.

2 tahun 4 bulan
Masa ni agak relax sebab walaupun Azfar demam tapi mood agak ceria, tak nampak lembik. Mungkin sebab Azfar dah besar skit, dah boleh jalan dan lari sana sini.

Lagipun takde tiub drip yang kena pasang, bebas sikit rasanya.

3. Kisah menghabiskan waktu lapang 

1 tahun 2 bulan
Masa umur ni memang terasa penatnya duk hospital sebab budak kecik ni nak berdukung ajer.

Dahlah masa nak tido, tak kisahlah siang ke malam ke, wajib bergayut dan melekat ngan aku.

Masa celik pun nak melekap gak. Ajak jalan-jalan. Tugasan ni abahnya amik alih pulak ye. Kalau tak bengkok pinggang aku.

2 tahun 4 bulan
Masa ni memang dah hebat berjalan dan berlari. Tido pun kadang-kadang lena sendiri, takdelah all the time nak bergayut kan.

I pun lega skit. Tapinya nak kuar bilik sokmo.

Panjang lak tuh langkah nye. Tawaf satu hospital, luar dan dalam.

Itulah kisahnya pada 1 tahun dan 2 tahun.

Harapan semoga tiada kisah yang sama pada 3 tahun kelak...InsyaAllah.


Bukan nak mengeluh, cuma biarlah si anak kecil ni sihat selalu. Kalau jatuh sakit pun tidak terlalu serius.

Kawan-kawan di Aidilfitri 2012

Assunta & Kuala Klawang

Left to Right : Diana, Fadzilah & Kureen

Ex-Assuntarians. We were in the same class and same sitting position during form 1 & 2.

Kureen with her kids, Aufaa and Ayfaa.

Standing : My son, Azfar.

Sitting :  Diana's hubby and son, Danial.

The almost complete family because Diana's baby is not in the picture....terlupa la pulak.

My hubby's group of friends. 

Right to Left : Nabil, Baya and Pae (in pink).

 

Sorang-sorang datang. Dahnye takde gambar 1 group. 

Left to Right : Itik, En Zairin and Baya.

FOODS

Here are the foods. As I mentioned in my previous entry, I was supposed to prepare 2 types of main dishes, 2 types of side dishes and a dessert. But due to my condition, I only managed to prepare 1 main dish and 2 side dishes.

Blueberry muffin with cream cheese, by Kureen. Diana brought the juicy honeydew and watermelon.

Nasi Daging served with air asam and dalca.

Honey Chicken Wings.

Additional Domino's Pizza. Makanan tak cukup.

Nestle PJ

Tahun ni tak semua geng-geng Nestle dapat kumpul sekali. Not in the picture, Nohan & family, Fara & family and Zakiah. Yang datang malam tuh pun tak serentak. Gambar ngan tuan rumah pun tak ambik... Thanx for the nice foods ye, Mahaddar Khodi.

p/s : walaupun kebanyakan dah tak kerja Nestle, tapi kami masih panggil group Nestle sebab few years back, semua kerja di Nestle.

Left to Right : Mira, Ros and myself.

Ramai la pulak nak list down kan.

Gaya abg Saiful melantak kambing (baju biru), ntah berapa keping ntah.

I is tak sihat sangat malam tuh, makan kambing pun sekeping jer. Nak bangun ambik gambar pun malas.

Sekian.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

 Salam Lebaran buat semua. Mohon ampun dan maaf dari kami sekeluarga jika ada salah & silap, terkasar bahasa dan apa-apa lagi lah yang tak puas hati.

Kemeriahan Aidilfitri dimeriahkan lagi dengan kehadiran sang pelita.

Kami sekeluarga - Zairin Shah, Azilawati & Muhammad Azfar

Lengkap 1 keluarga saya.

I am 31......

On 28th January 2012 and when the clock striked at 7.19 pm, Alhamdulillah Allah SWT allow me to live for 31 years in this world. How fast the time flies and I still have plenty of goals and ambitions to be achieved in this life. I am upgrading myself and struggling to be a true & perfect Muslimah, a solehah wife to my husband, a good mother and friend to my children, a daughter & daughter-in-law that can give happiness to both my parents & parents-in-law, a reliable sister to my siblings, a person who can bring pleasure to all the family members, a person who appreciates friendship and a muslimah who wish to contribute back to the society on one fine day, InsyaALLAH.

A weekend vacation at a nearby place was really rejuvenating....

.....with great companions.

Kembalilah Ke Pangkal Jalan.

Pesanan yang ditujukan khas untuk diri sendiri. Alkisahnya,

Zaman Dara a.k.a Sebelum Kahwin:

34 - 24 - 34 inci

Itu sudah 'hourglass shape'. Phewittt...phewitttt....Ahahaha, itu adalah mitos semata-mata.

Hakikatnya,

34 - 28 - 39 inci, 50 kg

Wow, mesaunya montot. Ye memang.

*siap masuk pertunjukan fesyen batik lagi*

Selepas kahwin, sebelum mengandung:

35 - 29 - 39 inci, 50 - 51 kg

Oh ada peningkatan juga di bahagian atas, ermmm apakah sebabnya?.....fikir-fikirkanlah sendiri.

*baju-baju zaman anak dara masih boleh dipakai lagi*

Masa mengandung :

Tak payah ceritalah. Memang out terus.

*mengandung 5 bulan, selera makan amatlah besar*

6 bulan selepas buah hatiku dilahirkan sehingga kini :

38 - 32 - 42 inci, 67 kg

Umanghai...bagai dipam-pam satu badan. Dah macam pelampung bergeraklah pulak. Pelampung pun masih boleh dikempiskan kalau nak tapi diriku ini.....uwaaaaa....tak nak kempis-kempis pun.

*wah dah macam rupa makcik-makcik beranak 5 la pulak, dengan serabainya*

Mengeluh itu ini but no action taken. How can that be?
In fact i do not feel so much guilty about the major changes until for the last 2 months when few people (few means more than 1)

1. kept asking me, 'Are you expecting another one?'... or...'Tengah ada isi ke?'....My answer is NO, I'm not at the moment.

2. when I was in any Hypermarket yang ada stall-stall kat luar tuh, muncullah 'ah so' yang macam nak terkam I dan, 'Eh mali-mali sini kasi kulus itu badan, I pun sudah kulus gune ini ploduk'. WHAT??? You think i'm fat meh? And you think I wanna use your made-in-China-product meh?....hahaaha, taklah I takdelah sekejam itu nak berkata-kata begitu kan. I hanya 'Takpe I tak mau' sambil tersenyum geram.

These two situations are more than enough for me to take actions and act. Dah 2 bulan baru nak take action. Ala maafkanlah diriku ini.

Actions taken :
1. To reduce rice intake (this is the major contribution).

Before,
Morning ~ nasi lemak kosong RM1.50 , 3-4x /week.
Lunch ~ 2 full scoop of white rice, everyday.
Dinner ~ 2 full scoop of white rice, everyday.
In between meal ~ kuih-muih 2-3 keping (morning), pisang goreng panas RM2 (tea) or any food that can make my stomach to behave before the actual makan time.


Now and I hope to continue until I reach my goal,
If I take nasi lemak (small portion) for breakfast, then no rice at all during lunch, meehoon is the option. For dinner only 1 scoop (diratakan) of rice. Still have to take rice la because I just can't resist my mom's cook.

2. To reduce chicken and red meat intake ~ boleh punye sebab mak selalu masak ikan.

3. To replace kuih-muih & goreng pisang panas with loads of fresh fruits,wholegrain bread or quaker oats.

4. Exercise..exercise...exercise. Bila pulak nak exercise? Pandai-pandailah hang cari masa Azilawati oiii.

Ok my plan is to lose around 5 - 7 kg before having another baby.

All the best to me.